Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Sigh, the day was initially filled with happiness till some weird and bad mood swing kicks in. Felt super irritated and easily angry especially into the night. I'll miss you so much with im out of town this weekend. ): Isnt feeling great now but yet you're busy with your stuffs. This made me disappointed and moody. But nonetheless i still love you alot! ((: Finally after 2 years, i am out of my past. You are the one that get me moving on and i hope this relationship would really last. I believe it will and i will make it happen. I just hope this crappy mood will F&%$ off soon.
Take care my love when i'm away. ):
1703 1611 (:
Love you!!
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 10:35 PM
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
We've been thru lightning, rain and sun
Now we're back to where we first began
The walls of fire
We once run
Forget my past
You know I can't.
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
hello!!!! we are at suntec
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 6:33 PM
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
finally i got my next pay cheque. but shan't diclose the amount in case someone tries to rob me. haha! i am not joking but there will be someone that squeeze me dry every time we go out. hmm, boring day; slept till 4pm and went to work. didnt manage to sms her today. hmm, its ok. there's always a tomorrow. (: hee. i am glad he is so much nicer to you now and you're enjoying yourself. i admit that i am not as nice as him. haha. so, i shall be nicer to my next girlfriend. haha. anw, i still think i treat you better in all ways. lol. if you need a birthday, you could come to BIG O @wheelock place, 2nd lvl. i tell you, its a super nice durian cake you can ever have. i bought so much of it and even bought it as a birthday cake for my dad. (: advertistment. LOL. hmm, shall end here and bathe. long day tmr. (: see you.
good night
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 12:41 AM
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
haha, after a long time of no blogging, i am finally back with a question pop by someone. why dont i update my blog? haha! perhaps simply lazy. i have met several obstacles in my life recently and i and like rather fustrated. but i hope things will turn out better soon and it will be resolved soon. actually i am not slping now as i am waiting for michael's call to go for supper. but by this time, it should be called breakfast. lols. but ya, this time of waiting for the call let me find my way back to my previous decent life and i am determined to change. for someone and the ONE is no one but GOD. i browse thhrough my closet and found the compact disc from CHC. i played it and listened to the motivational message by Pastor Kong Hee. i suddenly asked myself why i was turning back to my old ways. i was left with no answer. i prayed and read the scriptures. i was reflecting upon my recent sins. i have discarded my old sinful habit. from now, abby, dont ask when i start ******* again. ask when i stop *******? (: once again i feel the presence of God.
*to repent, i will be starting to fast a month(30 days) starting from today.
goodbye peeps
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Monday, July 28, 2008
the problem of us drifting apart can be so real that it has brought tears to my eyes couple of times. still. remember that if anything like these begins to unwrap, take precautions and measures to salvage the whole lot yeah? sounds familiar? i finally brave myself up to read the letters you wrote to me again. times flies. even after 3 months of our breakup, i still miss you. looked at other couples and realised how much i miss those days we had. i looked at them with much envy. they joy we share, the tears we shed. they simply cant leave my mind. am i stupid? i gave up my sleep for you, my time, my money. my everything practically. what have i done to make your heart die? i am curious how your family is doing. how belle is. i feel so attached to you. sigh. tears rolling again. your efforts to make my every letter and card are still cherished by me. keeping them as precious as before. i doubt i could ever forget you.
i dreamt of you last night. i could not remember the contents, but it was a nice and pleasant one. i hope those days would come again. praying hard and constantly. i will wait for you.
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
until now i have not forgotten you, i still use you as my mental strength when i feel lost or weak to move on. but ya, i think i have depended on you too much last time. too tired to type any longer.
goodnight, zzzz
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 11:15 PM
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Friday, July 18, 2008
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 12:02 AM
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Monday, July 7, 2008
After a long day of duty @ gombak for the lion dance competition, i feel tired but at least i am happy. finally after so long i got to do duties. i miss my sec 3 days when i chiong duties like mad. its fun man. me and michael sat there the whole day talk cock. relaxing. :) somehow i feel so free now. no one to report to and talk to the whole day. saving so much money in this way too. but ya, i no longer feel loved. well, its ok. being single is a type of happiness.
A christian should never be with a non-christian. but you are. isnt this the worry you had when you were with me initially? who will give you the spritual support when you need it? who will walk down the aisle in the church with you? well, its up to you if you want this kind of marriage. to me youre still not mature and still think relationships are a game. no feeling as an excuse? this is the first time and for many that hear this as a reason. if you think i am talking about you, yes i am.
gonna work again tmr. sleep early people. :)
Happy Youth Day all YOUTHS :D
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 12:23 AM
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Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Wont Go Home Without You
Maroon 5
I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
The taste of her breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
This song just speaks my heart. I am once again sad and trapped in that love.
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 10:49 PM
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008
sometimes how i wish feelings could fade off easily. but i just cant get you out of my damn mind. but its ok, i believe there is someone out there that is better. (: today was boring until afternoon. meet KONG to go pj for swiss sports heat. though the heats was like -.-, i met many people that i dont normally see. after that went back to swiss with evan and pris to meet AI ZAI. lol. went westmall for dinner and in the carpark, we saw daryl and melcom. the girls went subway cos evan mother is treating them while me and gang went mos burger. sent the girls home with KONG's car and i trained home.
meeting for survey at 10am tmr! needa slp soon.
goodnight :)
GOD bless
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 10:24 PM
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
went to meet evan and zahin after all the crap i had to run. these are the juniors that i am really close with. of cos there are many more! haha. followed them to hq to hand in their forms. nic and gang went to golden mile complex to look for their badge. it was expensive there. ok maybe not everything compared to lavander army maket but at least their lanyard cost $2 more expensive than lavander. CHEAT! ahha. got to lavander food centre to had my tea? haha heavy one man. eat and eat no wonder i am growing fat. lol. made a fool out of myself there. only evan saw. I LEARNT A NEW PHRASE TODAY! "CHICKEN BOOB". lol, in replacement for c*** B**? idk. :)
went back and walked evan home. she is not my girlfriend or what. she is my good sister! ((: so dont start any stupid rumours. this update was forced by her. haha. but ya, long time since i last blogged.
take care peeps
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 9:04 PM
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
just came back from ANCOC. (: had a great but tiring time. Tango! haha. they are a bunch of quiet people but interesting. managed to push some of them. feel proud of them anw. first night was rather ok until the time i started to type the instructions for the senior officers and teachers. everyone slept while i was still trying to finish it. slept at 5 and woke up at 6. the next was havoc for me. super tired! i can even sleep on the canteen bench. every time camp ends, i do miss it. hmm, all the best for my tango trainees.
had my sec 4 class gathering. though the atmosphere was rather dull, there were still weihao and alvin to hype it up. they ran around the place like 2 elephants. throwing balls that are wet at each other. miss my sec 4 days. especially the class that is always so joyful. well, we have to move on. till we meet again friends!
gooddnight!
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 12:13 AM
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